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About Me Member Nature Photographer twistedice19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Numb the pain

Sat Apr 25, 2009, 11:21 AM
First off let me tell you something. If you don't want to read about ex bf problems please stop now and go back. Second i am almost 21 so i should have known what i was getting into but alas... life sticks.

How can someone date someone for over a year (4 months dating and then a year offical bf/gf thing) and then tell someone out of the blue we don't like the same music and movies goodbye... grrr... You knew that from like the beginning. When first couple dates were to a movie thetre and you know how i HATE horror movies but like just about any kind other than that. And the whole music issue... just cuz i don't LOVE music from 80s/early90s does not mean anything. You helped drive me around for first 6 months before i had a car (yes i was living on my own). Did i ever yell at you for listening to "your" type of music? No. We would switch back and forth. You with your music and me with mine (country and hiphop normally). If that was going to be in issue why didn't you call it quits sometime during that time? (oh and btw i do like SOME of the music...just not my fav music of all time)

So basicly you just can no be honest about the real reason...wth?

Then what did you do after dating for a while...i was not able to have a pet growing up (well...goldfish does not count). I had vented to you about always wanting a cat or dog (but at that time really a kitten) so June comes around and you get me a kitten for my birthday...(a little early but can't be perfect with a living animal lol). I could not keep the kitten where i was renting so he told me basicly that it was my kitten but he could keep it at his place...(owns house vs. me renting). Fast forward four months and you dump me... ok...whatever. You told me i could still see the kitten (my baby) and yet now six and a half months later i have not seen her once...not even a picture... but will torment me when i see him about things she has been doing that are bad habits that she must have learned from me...wth. She was not doing that the last time i saw her. Why are you blaming me? Just to torrment me i bet...

And the worst part is how can i still love him...wth is wrong with me? *headdesk*

-rant-

Sorry just had to type it out before i head out someplace that i know chances are high that i will end up running into him....

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: mew...mew...mew...all in my head

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